NDR but grief none the less

[daionara]

I miss my Abbigail.

Abbigail was the most beautiful Maine Coon kitty, my angel. She was probably the most tolerant critter I've ever met. I'm Bi-Polar and at times in my life have really struggled to maintain, she was always there. She'd just sit there and let me kiss on her pretty face, snuggle the stuffin's outta her...whatever I needed.

Going through this divorce, learning to let go of a love that really only exsisted in my head, letting go of the husband that is nothing but toxic waste walking around in human form, it's all so hard. I know if Abberdabbers was here, it wouldn't hurt so much. But she had to go Home. She hurt back and I couldn't afford to even try and fix it. Money, a pathetic reason to have to let our furbabies go on ahead to the Rainbow bridge. I always have this feeling that I let her down, that I gave up too soon. Man, I miss my Abbigail. My sweet Abberdabbers. The only other animal that Skyler liked.
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[Camilla]

I am so sorry for your loss. All I can say is :hug2: and hoping for better times for you!

[Julian&MistyMom]

My deepest sympathies. I'm so sorry for your loss. :pray: and thinking of you. A :candle: for your sweet Abbigail.

[Suzanne R]

I'm so sorry - she was a pretty kitty. Believe me, they don't hold things against us - like not having money to "fix" them. She is now in a place of pure love, if that's any consolation. I'm so sorry for your loss!

[doxi1myheart]

I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. Rest assured that your sweet Abbigail understood (never underestimate the power of an animal to understand. They have a better grasp than we do). Sending you :hug2: and :pray: to help see you through these stormy times.

[Ruthi]

My deepest condolences for your loss!! A candle for your baby and hugfs for you!:candle::candle::hug2::hug2::hug2::hearts::hearts:

[daionara]

I suppose I should have mentioned when she died. Her loss isn't recent, it's simply that dealing with this emotionally draining divorce makes me miss her. She was my balance. It's been two years since she passed away, but her birthday is coming up, she would have been 11 this year.

[LUVMYGUNNER]

If you are ever in a bind there is Care Credit--look it up, most vets offer it.

[Suzanne R]

It doesn't matter when they have gone to the Bridge - we always have a hole in our hearts after they're gone, whether it be 2 years ago or 10. I still miss my first dachsie, Freida. She swallowed a whole pecan, it lodged in her lower intestine, and by the time the vet figured out the problem, and 2 surgeries later, she died from peritonitis. No MRI's back then, even if it would have helped (which I guess it would). I still miss my first little red furgirl. And that was 20 years ago!!