I still miss Tyronne so much

[dogdialogues]

It is still so weird to me that I will never see Tyronne again and that he no longer exists on this planet. Such a bizarre concept to me. I mean, my logical mind understands it, but yet, it does not seem real.

[catstamm]

Sweetie there is nothing wierd about that.... when you lose a beloved companion in the way we lost ours, (without notice) the shock and unfairness....visits you all the time and is beyond your control.
I miss Jen Jen daily... but some of the thoughts of her are filled with love and happiness.... the others are of emptiness....and I know it has also made a huge impact on the girls.... but we will make it and we were blessed, as you were.
I will tell you the painting that lee Anne had done fills my heart with love evryday..... and I look at it when I feel lost, and I know she is watching me....silly? maybe....maybe not.
I still remember the day I first saw Big T with his sister, a standard red girl, named Ginger.... They were both gorgeous.... and now he runs free with his sister ;)
Luv ya

[Heidi's Pam]

:bighug: I wish I could hug you in person but this will have to do instead. I totally understand your sense of loss and when it's an unexpected one like you have suffered it's bound to take longer to come to terms with. Take the time that you need to grieve for Tyronne - but I hope that as the days go by some of your pain will ease and you will be left with the memories of the many happy days that you spent together.

Please know that although we don't walk in your shoes, we do understand your pain and grief. :hug2: :hug2:

[Frzframe]

Laura, know that I am and do think of you and Tyronne a lot. It is so hard having loved and lost our fur babies esp when we it happens so suddenly. :hug2:

When I posted to my rescue group about the loss of Petey and Frankie (two of my former foster boys) someone posted this:

The Legend of the DreamCatcher

A spider was quietly spinning his web in his own space. It was beside the sleeping space of Nokomis, the grandmother.

Each day, Nokomis watched the spider at work, quietly spinning away. One day as she was watching him, her grandson came in. "Nokomis-iya!" he shouted, glancing at the spider. He stomped over to the spider, picked up a shoe and went to hit it.

"No-keegwa," the old lady whispered, "don't hurt him."

Nokomis, why do you protect the spider?" asked the little boy.

The old lady smiled, but did not answer. When the boy left, the spider went to the old woman and thanked her for saving his life. He said to her, "For many days you have watched me spin and weave my web. You have admired my work. In return for saving my life, I will give you a gift." He smiled his special spider smile and moved away, spinning as he went. Soon the moon glistened on a magical silvery web moving gently in the window. "See how I spin?" he said. "See and learn, for each web will snare bad dreams. Only good dreams will go through the small hole. This is my gift to you. Use it so that only good dreams will be remembered. The bad dreams will become hopelessly entangled in the web.

You gave Tyronne the wonderful gift of love and happiness the life he deserved and his gift back to you was his love and devotion along with many sweet happy memories. Your heart hurts and that is only natural for you are such a wonderful, loving, caring soul. We are here for you and share in your sorrow. :grouphug:

[Suzanne R]

Beautiful story, Shonda. I understand your grief Laura, and wish I could help. My tears fall with yours, and Tyronne is in a place of pure love - please believe that! We are here for you, always.:hug2::hug2::hug2: No matter how long we have them, it's never long enough!!

[patty23]

Alot of us understand more than you know just how you are feeling. I joined and found this website the day after I lost my sweet little Cocoa. She is the mother to my 6 pups , that we still have. I still tear up everytime I think of her.

[Julian&MistyMom]

We definitely understand your sorrow. Hugs for you, in support and friendship.

[Dogmother]

I am so sorry you are having such a hard time with this. I know that time will ease your pain but try and think of the good, cute, and funny moments with your beloved furbaby and maybe that will help. Know that you gave him the best of life's he could have ever wanted and in return for that he loved you unconditionally. Now he is waiting for you at the bridge.

Terri

[dogdialogues]

Thank you all for your support. Great story, Shonda.

[Homer]

Sending hugs, it takes a long time for the pain to go away. I think though that there is always an empty spot and we always will miss them. Hoping your pain lessens. :grouphug:

[doximom]

Oh Laura we have walked in your shoes. Tinker Belle had bladder stones and never fully recovered we then took her to a vet school & I will never forget the neuro asking if we were staying & I said should we?? she said come back tomarrow. She called at 7 & told us it was not going well we then left on the longest 3 hour drive of our life. We lost our baby to GME, our questions were answered. On the way down my sister told me that Tinker will send us signs. After we brought her home in a casket I got on PF and our sign was there I wanted a B/T male, he was. Tom called Anne & Tinker Rossco & Bossco his name was Bossco. And they got him the same day we lost her. The same thenkg happen to Cat with Cooper. Big T will send you a sign when you are ready.
I have Tinker Belles Picture beside the bed & pictures all over the house and there is not a day that goed by I do not talk to her or cry, hang in there we are here for you.:grouphug: